dont worry just take it.

take it and throw it around a bit.

then give it back.

maybe take it again.

and watch it spin.

looks like its going to be sick.

shit. better give it back.

thats not gonna do it any good.

but dont worry.

rinse me down

a few likes...

Apricot. A short film.

Iv been watching a load of short films recently. I loved this one. Its got amazing cinematography. Just watch it all the way through and you will see.

Ich bin ein Berliner

Berlin. The best city in the world. Run down and chaotic but yet it worked. I went to an amazing exhibition with Emily 'Temporare Kunstalle' - dozens of rooms, you had to duck and climb through the space. I know when it's good because I get this excitement in my stomach.

Deutsche and Guggenheim - moving politics 'cinemas from India'. Projections of film and art.

Dancing with a kiwi guy. Creepy Canadians.

One day I went to Lidl. Master Crumbler and cheep vodka.

Melt. Melt. Melt. Chromeo made my heart leep. Elliot projectile vomited on my entire body.

Swimming across the lake with my best friend - I have never been in a position where I thought I might die. It was a stupid idea, and I blame Elliot for letting two drunk excited girls anywhere near water. It took an hour and a half and we argued, we cried and spat water in each other’s faces but we did it.

Screaming at people to scare them and holding random people’s hands with Harriet.

Met a boy called Bjorn and he made me smile when I was lost.

Digging my feet into the sand whilst dancing to Four tet.

Getting naked to Kele and carrying people on my shoulders.

Hand in hand with Jess running to the front of the stage getting sweaty, dancing our pants off, then getting her crowd surfed.

Amzing Kebabs.

20 people, alot of love, dancing together on the last night to crookers, massive attack. We Cried

Best time of my life.

Dear Diary...today I travelled the world

This is the first time I'v been able to sit down in a while on an actual computer. I went away at the start of July travelling around Europe. I was uninspired and lost in my comfortable world that I'm used to living in. I dont know exactly what being away from home did for me. Hoping I would grow up a little- I think in some ways it did the opposite. Meeting people who were doing the same as me, but they had their life figured out and i think im scared of doing that. On those long train journeys from country to country i did alot of thinking. I came back with amazing experiences and memories that i'll never forget. I want to do things and change things when I get back home. I said to someone dont be scared, so neither should I.

Im leaving the UK for month. No idea where we will be going. Start in Berlin, finish in Croatia. My mum said not to talk to strangers. I'll miss holding hands with my lover and my best friend.

Barbie

My life. She's helping the kids in Tanzania. I love her and miss her more and more everyday.

Bonito

'The most important thing in life...is LOVE'

I helped out with my friends graphics project doing a musical including layout. These are from the photoshoot for the poster. I learnt that I hate the sound of my own voice and I love to dance around on the streets of Pimlico singing The Beatles.

A woman saw me crying on the night bus home the other day. She asked me if I was okay, I shrugged it off and said I was fine. Then a couple of minutes later she perched next to me got out a tissue and said ‘I looked over at you and thought what a beautiful young lady. Whoever is making you sad isn’t worth it, you have so much more going for you. Now chin up.’

You went without saying goodbye.

So i'm sorry I never got to say things to you that I wished I had.

I'm sorry i shouted at you for getting angry.

I promise I will double lock the door,

and not ash in your tea mugs.

I will feed the fish everyday, and maybe clean them out every so often.

I'm sorry I switched our mattresses when we moved in,

so you slept in pain for weeks at the start.

I'm sorry if you ever felt I wasn't there for you

and if I pushed you away.

I wish you'd told me how you were feeling

and then maybe one of us could have helped you.

I took for granted everything you did and have done

Because I loved you even if I didn't show it.

Team House will miss you.xxx

Performance Project Model Photos

Only 3 days left until our final portfolio hand-in. Today went to photograph my models at College. Some are my first sketch site models and the ones in the lighter card are my final site models and design. I'm not sure if it shows but the models took forever to make. I cut myself with the scalpel 5 times and superglued my hands and face even more. Im procrastinating loads by writing and posting on here, I am trying to avoid finishing off my technical drawings.

Once you kill a cow...

Went away to Camber with Miss Peace. Saw an Antony Gormley exhibition at the De La Warr Pavilion. Amazing sculptures. I said entertaining, a man named Richard said sad.

Sequins

Performance Project

This is some models of my water design in the viaducts of London Bridge

Words of Wisdom

I'm struggling with my technical drawings, so i asked my flatmate for some motivational words, he came out with "You have a vagina, Harness its power and forthwith it onto the page".

Hey

I am Love

I went to see the film 'I am Love' directed by Luca Guadagnino set in Milan. Although difficult to follow at first, it has some amazing cinematography. Passion and love turn the family's life upside down. The director plays close attention to details which are often disregarded in films. Because of the slow start you are kept in suspense and when the plot unfolds it becomes even more dramatic. If you can manage reading subtitles whilst watching a film (which I did struggle with) then you must see it!